When it’s the same thing over & over again

I’m home now. I’m so sleepy but you know that feeling that you get when you think you’re just gonna waste your free time by sleeping? There. We went to the Supreme Court today. As expected, it did give me the chills. 5-6 years from now would I be there? Would I be seeing those court rooms and those benches? Who knows, right. I look forward to the future not that I am not enjoying my present that much but.. Simply because I feel like I have so many things ahead of me. 

I saw him, yes. I really didn’t think about him nor the argument we had yesterday. My point was simple. His decision was his responsibility. I didn’t even like the thought of him getting E-cig. I know some of you guys (if there’s any) won’t understand me. Well, simply put. I seriously dont like smoking. I don’t get the point. I don’t get.. why. I met him halfway. I felt like I had no choice. I felt like I was being unfair. So I said yes. But the thing is, he made a promise. At the very beginning, he was so confident that I need not to worry because there’s no Nicotine w the juice he’s using. So yeah, I believed and held on to that for I think 3 months already. Not sure though. Yesterday, while we were on the car, I saw the juice & immediately, my attention was gotten because of the “Low Nicotine” label on it. Well, he told me he “didn’t” know. Do I believe him? Maybe yes, maybe no. I don’t know. I don’t know if I should still believe nor trust. I hate it when we argue about the same thing over and over again. If he values me and the things I say to him, there’s no need for take twos. And honestly, he can’t blame me why I’m doubting things. You were able to do it once. You lied. I don’t know how many times. So I gotta be careful. Once trust is broken, it’s hard to believe on things in an instant. 

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